like i mentioned in my last journal people have just been treatin my like trash and my life has taken a turn for the worse, its really annoying and im not enjoying it at all, i love my gf that will never change, and yea i have made mistakes i understand that and i have taken measures to change what happened, i hope ppl will start listenin to me and to what i have to say, because ive jus bottling all my anger and other emotions inside since i was a little kid, and its getting out of control, i dont kno what to do with it anymore, its just so hard to keep it inside anymore, that im afraid it may just all come out if i get angry and i may hurt someone i love or that im friends with, so im hoping that doesnt happen and saying as no one in rl will listen to me accept for my girlfriend and my gamin elite friends i have no one to talk to in the real world anymore ad its just annoying so im hoping i fix this mess up and get rid of all the bottled up emotions inside before i hurt someone so i will figure this out and if anyone has any advce on gettin rid of bottled fury i would greatly apreciate the help ttyl